Rain Dance!

I seriously have no proper adjective to describe today.
It was slack. SUPER DUPER SLACK.
I shall not use exclamation marks in this post. Cuz that would make it look not serious.
I'm damn pissed off. SUPER DUPER PISSED OFF.

I won't mention this group of people I'm addressing.
I hope it'll be SUBTLE enough.

And I hope that you don't think I think I'm the best among all of you.
I just posted this, becuz there was a need to.
Why do you think I was put on Earth. If you think the answer was to serve you, then you're wrong.
Cuz its 100% false.
When you were sec 1 you chose what u wanted.
You have it now.
So why are you giving INVALID AND STUPID EXCUSES to explain why you're not committed?
WAKE UP YOUR IDEA.
You had a choice.
You chose it.
You got it.
What more do you want?

Right now, you think that I'm doing my best.
For the sake of everyone, I am doing my best.
but what did u do?
You climbed on my head.
Took advantage of me.
What am I to you?
Just because I do my very very best, don't think that you don't have to do anything.
BULLSHIT.
Fine I admit. I did my best.
I looked DESPERATE.
At least I had a sense of responsibility.

So if you have the guts to step up, be my guest.
Cuz honestly, if you're not gonna appreciate what I've done,
I shouldn't bother doing anything right?
STOP TAKING ME FOR GRANTED.
I'm only human. I have limited patience.

So if you continue to ignore me, I'll just ignore you.
an eye for an eye.

You want to push all the responsibilities to me right?
FORGET IT.
Cuz I'm not going to do it if all of you are nonchalant.

I won't step up if no one wants me to.
Yes. I've changed.
You've made me this way.

posted by Siti Nur Aishah @ 4:42:00 AM