Rain Dance!

Pissed off again.

Why can't we for once be more like them?
I mean like.. be more functional and like a well-oiled machine???

Most of the people who came down today are passionate about NPCC.
I have to say that they have a sense of responsibility.
I don't blame all those who didn't turn up either.
I know that some of them were overseas at Cambodia or Vietnam.
and some of you have something on.
So ok..

But those who PURPOSELY missed this meeting, I really don't know what to say anymore...
I really don't think that I should be angry with the bunch of you because honestly, I'm just wasting my time and breath.
So fine. This is your attitude towards NPCC?
I shall not spend any ounce of effort on you anymore.

I'm really confused right now..
Do you think I've changed?
Am I bossy?
I just don't know what to think of myself anymore..

and another thing...
I really don't want to shift the blame on anyone..
but seriously why?
Why are all the instructions given so confusing and muddled up???
In the end, the sec 3s will get the scolding.

because of what happened today.
I really don't know what I was thinking.
Therefore I will suppress my feelings from now on.

so why?
The task was given to us.
Just because we have a bit of a reaction lag, u give the job to the seniors..
and u never tell us...
You don't trust the sec 3s.
How the hell are we supposed to take over the unit if u don't place your trust in us?
So our inputs are not valued.
ok. Whatever.
and seniors.

What is with the sudden change in attitude?
Just because u're sec 4...
u treat us like this.
I really really wish I'm not posting this on my blog now.
but it cant be helped la.
seriously...
can u choose your words carefully and keep us within the circle?
We're taking over soon.
and u're not preparing us for anything
are u trying to make us take everything for granted?
So seriously..
I'm gonna put this in caps just in case people cannot see.

LEAVE THAT ATTITUDE SOMEWHERE ELSE BEFORE YOU TALK TO ME
OR ANY OF THE SEC 3S FOR THAT MATTER.

If anyone from NPCC sees this...
feel free to confront me about it.
If u want to single me out, fine.
Rather 1 person than the whole squad.
I'm not trying to act pro.
But just because of this post u blame the whole squad.
NO.
Embarrass me, single me out, use vulgarities.
Whatever.
Just don't scold the whole squad.

posted by Siti Nur Aishah @ 12:55:00 AM