Rain Dance!

Friday, April 16, 2010

Something happened during NPCC today.

Promotion test continued from last week.

ok. I feel guilty for not doing well last week.

I really do.

Maybe you can't see it in me.

That's probably because I don't want to demoralize the rest.

Just because I don't do well for my promotion test

doesn't mean that I have to pull down the rest with me.

It loooks like I still have not awaken from la la land, today.

I was laughing and smiling and not being serious.

Sorry no cure.

So I shall just move on to talk about another topic.

During de-brief, Mam posed a question to us.

Why our standard de-proved

Why are we performing at such a low standard

I didn't think about this until I reached home.

In my case, I was too over-confident.

I've already explained this in one of my previous posts.

It's because I'm already considered a senior.

so arrogance took over.

Moving on to the next topic I want to blog about...

I really can't help but think that the TOs, CIs, seniors and squadmates find me annoying.

I really don't know if they don't like me.

Especially my TO.

but never mind.

I shall ask nicely now.

If there's anything that you're not happy about me.

Just tell me.

U can tell me anyway.

1) Through fb or msn.

2) Write a letter.

3) Straight to my face.

It would be very much appreciated if you use the 3rd method.

so yeah. I want to improve myself.

therefore, I try to take some steps to do that.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid to think that ppl don't like me.

Maybe I'm not.

Maybe I was right.

I talk to much. So right now, I'll give others a chance to talk and just keep my mouth shut.