Rain Dance!

Where is your heart?

Actually the title not really related to this post...
AHAHA
I change blogskin...but the 4 pics on the right cannot move up and down like the ones on Yentl's blog...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why am I like depressed these days?
I hate being alone...
and why must you tell lies to me?
why?
Ok fine...
If you don't like me just go away...
don't give me false hope...
thats probably why I so depressed...
All of you...
most of you...
have given me false hope...
Fine...
Dont smile ad pay any attention to me...
If you see me crying...
leave me alone...
Although I (really x1 000 000) detest being alone...
I have no choice but to be alone...
ask yourself do you really consider this overly sensitive girl as a friend?
deep down I know most of you will say no...
I dun care...
Just leave me...
alone to rot...
why do I keep crying???
is it because Im alone?
hah!
What can I expect...
Life is not fair...
get used to it...
am I being used?
or am I too selfish?
I wish I can just walk away...
from all of this...
but I'll be alone again...
But its better than getting false hope..
and getting my heart broken after all that...
especially to someone in the class.......
another sacrifice from me...
and I realised your true colours..
after so many times...
Why didn't I realise sooner that you were using me?
talking to me at one point...
ignoring me completely at the next point...
false hope...
just 2 words...
can make me cry?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jk4AF0YNMRI

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojScwmRGHlM

You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me
And I was hiding'
Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

"You found me" is dedicated to Angela
Thanks Angela for making my day today...=)

posted by Siti Nur Aishah @ 12:33:00 AM