Unit Camp
Okay. Unit Camp.
I'm glad most people had some fun...
But okay let's reflect.
My organization skills suck.
Maybe I judge people too harshly...
Maybe I need to go for anger management classes?
BUT SERIOUSLY. SOME PEOPLE ARE... ARGH.
You know sometimes you just want to reverse time and do things more dutifully?
Now would be it.
Yes. I agree there has to be some element of fun. But at other times, why can't you be more serious?
OBVIOUSLY, there has been some conflict.
What some of you did during the camp, really broke my heart.
I was disappointed. I should say, more than usual.
Reflections
Christmas is coming soon.And I'm excited for this Sunday! Christmas party~Sort of..hahaha!I don't know why..but I'm feeling like...in the festive mood.haha!OKAYYYYYYY.That's weird..cuz usually when Christmas comes,I don't feel anything..Hmmmmmmmm...Maybe it's because,this year, I feel very blessed :)Really, when I think back...God has blessed me with a lot this yearI had a blast with my family when we went out shopping during weekends :)Awesome extended family BBQ too!School, to me, is like a second home.So it's natural that my friends become like a second family :)I'm thankful that I got the chance to meet so many wonderful people.Through school, all my new classmates :)Really a great bunch of people.Teachers have helped me so much in my studies.Your scolding me was so that I would wake up and get on with life. :)Through NPCC, a lot more opportunities rose for me :)Stepped up as a leader, after the seniors pass out.Led my squadmates and juniors.Under the guidance of caring teacher officers, I matured :)Through SYF, some lovely personalities.But unfortunately, because I was feeling sad at that point in time,I didn't exchange contacts with those who went for SYF :(But I managed to keep in touch with some people! :DLessons learned. I will imply them in life :)Through STC, the whole area got together for the first time :)And I got to see more personalities.and those who went for NPAP'09 too. :DAnd finally in HK OEV.Really, you have no idea how blessed I feel to be selected for this trip.Okay, so we weren't really bonded.But I got to bond within my own clique.On the last night, we had a sharing sessionIt was a nice feeling within me.After the chaotic commotion, we were enveloped by total serenity and bliss. :DAnd really there were nice people during the trip. :)Reflections were made, and lessons are learnt.I had difficulty writing relections onto such a small space and within a short period of time.But the mind can probably never forget such a significant experience.So all-in-all,This year, I made new friends.This year, I didn't lose contact with some outstanding friends.And this year, I experienced...what it feels like to have a crush :)It's a sweet feeling.But I don't want to say anything else.haha! ^^So there! My wonderful 2010!Significant memories etched into my mind.Thank you, God. :)
BORING~
WOOOOOOOOOOOO. BORED BORED BORED AGAIN.There is Music Bank tomorrow!WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I want to watch!It will be my first time!hahaha!hmmmmmmm....I watched 2 episodes of Danbi.Doo Joon is inside. :DThe show was really touching!I want to watch some more but the episodes are really hard to find.OH WELL!:D:D:DDoo Joon! You've lost weight.Because of your busy schedule.:((((((((((((((((((((((((EAT MORE!! :(^^OKAY. I'm still bored.BLEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.:D
I'M REALLY AT A LOSS OF WHAT TO DO............
NOW THAT I'VE UPLOADED ALL THE OEV PICS ON FB.
I GOT NOTHING TO DO.
OH GOSH.
THE BOREDOM.
IT'S GETTING TO MY HEAD.
oh yeah..
I bought BEAST's Lights Go On Again Album.
It's so cool~
There's a photo album inside too!
THE PHOTOS ARE JUST DAMN AWESOME.
COOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
DOOJOON IS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAD HOT.
OKAY I SHALL STOP IT NOW.
HOHOHOHO.
IM BORED.
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED.
I hope that duck is having more fun than me in Japan.
IRRITATING.
I GOT NOBODY TO DISTURB.
TSK.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.........
On to another topic! ^^
I realised that what I'm feeling for you isn't love.
Sure, what I feel for you is strong..
But then..
Love can only exist between two parties.
It isn't one-sided.
And the fact that you're oblivious to my emotions, makes this relationship one-sided.
:D
What to do???
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....
What else shall we talk about?
nothing, yeah?
I WANT TO GO LOOK FOR FREE APPS FOR MY iTouch.
kay, bye.
Back from HK!
As the title suggests..
I'M BACK FROM HK!!!!!!!!!!
NO MORE PLANTS.
MEAT MEAT MEAT.
AHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAA.
I should have spent more on souvenir shopping...
cuz I realised I bought very little stuff..
ehehe..
The feeling...
now that I'm back in Singapore...
has improved a bit.
Because I've seen my family..
and talked to some of my friends on msn.
BUT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I miss you!
I wish we had more interaction...
:(
I MISS YOU, YOU KNOW??????????????
AHHHHHHHHHHH!
I'm so deprived of your smile.
:(
I really just don't know what to say...
I just...
I miss you.
Last Day before OEV.
People People People!
I love everybody in this whole entire world!
OKAY?
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Hong Kong...
In less than 24 hours...
Part of me doesn't want to go..
I don't want to leave behind my family and friends...
:(
But I wish everyone well, while I'm gone for one week!
ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Sad face. Sad face. Sad face.
I need a hug before I go Hong Kong. :(((((((((((((((((((
Tomorrow is a special day for you, hmm?
You probably won't remember me when you're having such a fun night out...
AHH. DAMN IT!
I.WANT.A.HUG.FROM.YOU!
:(
Why do I feel calm after I say your name?
How is it possible for you to have such an effect on me?
Since the beginning of the year.. until now..
GOD, HELP ME!
I'm such a hopeless hopeless girl...
:(
Hmm..
Contrary to popular belief, the most used word in love letters is "miss" not "love".
People are just too thick-skinned to use the word "love".
And it's a strong word..
So...
For one week, you'll be in my thoughts
But I probably won't be in yours.
I miss you.
Even now..
I miss you.
OEV!
Hmm...I'm going overseas!With NPCC!To Hong Kong and Macau!Part of me is excited!But I can't help but feel sad because I'm gonna miss my friends :(but just 7 days!and then it's home sweet home!EXCITED, YO!!!I hope the hotel got strong WiFi signal.so I can still keep in touch with family and friends :DI need to strategise.. And not spend everything in one place.DAMN! WHY DO I FEEL THAT S$300 ISN'T ENOUGH FOR THE WHOLE TRIP????I'll be leaving on Monday.in the afternoon?I need to enjoy the time left I have in Singapore.before going off into the unknown.and off to make new friends!!!!!!! =D
