When I sprained my ankle in SYF,
Do you know how disheartening it was to see you with your other friends.
Do you know how hurt I felt when you left me limping pathetically from place to place?
Do you know how sad I felt when I was reminded of this squadmanship we have?
What to do?
I was angry at first.
but now, I'm just worried. For both of you.
I myself can't make a strong enough impact.
I need a whole group of people to change our cadets' lives for the better.
People are assets.
People with skills are useful.
People with passion are the ones who succeed in life.
I value the both of you.
And the talk that I had with you, was just so that you could improve on yourself.
I'm sorry if it was too direct.
But what you're giving me right now,
Do you think you deserve to be called a Cadet Leader?
Wake up.
I felt the need to post about this.
And it is of utmost importance to me,
I'll post this seperately from the previous post.
What do you feel now?
Now that you're already cadet leaders?
Can you feel the power running through your veins?
Doesn't it feel good?
I can understand. I feel it too.
But there is a limit to everything.
And that includes my patience.
I'm still trying to balance out welfare and discipline.
And I do not expect some wanna-be to take my role.
Yes. I might sound domineering here. but it is my only right to do so.
You were given a role in the hiearchy as well.
And I expect you to do yours. Not mine.
Don't be some nosy hero and think you're the best.
Yes. You're drills are good.
but is there a need for that fucked-up attitude?
I don't expect you to take control of something that is already in control.
If you wanted my post so badly. Then you would have put up a fight for it.
What now? I didn't even break a sweat against you.
and now, you're desperately trying to get whatever you want.
STOP. Being a sore loser.
Some of us have already taken note of your despicable behaviour.
That makes you all alone then.
Unless you count that bimbo to be on your side.
Huh. Yeah. That bimbo who usually gives in to everyone else.
So honestly, what kind difference do you think you can make?
1 person against the entire unit. Is that how you want things to go?
Just who do you think you are?
Just because you went for some big shot event and I didn't.
That doesn't mean that you are the least bit better than me.
I'm not trying to say that I'm better than you either.
but really, with that kind of attitude,
You'll get blacklisted soon.
I don't want to blacklist you either.
So watch it. I'm going to talk to you soon.
Yes. Personally. I've conquered my fear.
The fear of talking down to people face-to-face about conflicts.
Call it a confrontation, or just a heart-to-heart talk.
After I talk to you,
I just hope that you'll leave your ego somewhere else
when you talk to me, or any of the sec 3s for that matter.
I'm warning you. I have more power. More responsibility.
I'll knock you down if I have to.
:D
Hmm.. My blog has been pretty dead for a while.
So yeah. I'll update it now :)
A lot of things happened during my absence.
I got kicked out of SYF.
we've taken over the unit already.
and NDP trainings in school (:
As for the SYF part. I don't really want to go into details.
It was a huge blow to me. And it distracted me from schoolwork as well.
POP was a two days ago. And the Sec 3s have finally taken over the unit!
I've got some negative feelings about this.
But nevertheless,
I am thankful towards the Sec 4s for everything they have contributed to the unit.
I seek co-operation from the Sec 3s so as to make our final year in NPCC a fruitful one.
NDP trainings! Hmm..
I got kicked out of GOH contigent again.
Slightly disappointed. but I'm neutral to the post I have now
and that is, NPCC Supporting Contigent In-Charge.
There are a lot of things to be improved on for the supporting contigents.
I must say, it was a disappointment to watch them march in.
And not only the NPCC sc, but NCC as well.
For the other UGs, I'm not so sure because I was standing in front of them.
But anyway, I've set my expectations for the sec 2 squad already.
Sec 1s, we'll see how far they can progress first.
Improvement has to be made. For both NPCC and NCC sc.
And for that to happen, I must seek the cooperation of both NPCC and NCC sc.
I'll do something about it.
Only 2 more trainings left before the real parade.
I just hope the sec 1s and 2s will cooperate with me (:
And I might consider having another training on Saturday.
Since the rehearsal this week will be on a Friday.
Let's go do our best, everyone!
