I got a feeling
that tonight's gonna be a good night.
that tonight's gonna be a good night.
that tonight's gonna be a good good night.
Today is the last day of school!
SO SADDDDD!!!!!
DDDDDx
just now.. Janson asked me to pick one of his sheets of paper or something..
den I chose one..
and guess what it said?
FRIENDSI think its not a coincidence man..I mean.. I've been kind of quiet right?
But don't get me wrong..
Its not that I don't like you ppl.
I'm just a bit shy?
and sometimes I don't know what to say.
but seriously...
a shoutout to my friends over the past 2 years in KSS
I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
And since we're probably gonna get seperated..
MUST KEEP IN TOUCH!!!
I love u ppl la..
seriously i dunno what to say already..
cuz I love u ppl...
seriously...
And and u know,
not only in KSS
But wherever i go..
Tuition or last time BPPS
or anything!!!
MAN, I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All the best in suceeding in life, aites?
I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU PEOPLE!
You made me feel high when I'm low!
So thanks for all the wonderful memories!
Tell me you love me too ok? hahaha <3
Hopeless romantic...
OMG! I just got back results today...
I shan't talk much abt this cuz I'll probably make the whole post dull.
ok not that I failed.. But Im kinda lazy to take out stuff from my bag to post here...
and I tell u... My bag is messy..
U wanna know how messy it is?
its... MESSY
get it? ok...
I just can't get a conversation out of my head again...
ARGH!!!
This time I don't know if I should be happy or sad..
and erm.. this conversation was in Runescape with my friend...
and yes... he's a guy...
One line is one person talking..
first person talking is my fren..
whose name unfortunately escapes me...
and we were at the mines at that time..
(...) represent my thoughts at that time..
The (super interesting) convo:
Normally I would world jump to different worlds until I have 12 addy ores.
What made today so special? (I was expecting an ans like 'cuz i hav some1 2 talk 2 but he said)
I like the scenery. (I thought he was referring to the actual scenery)
Tch... I'm hurt. You hurt my feelings... *sniff (joking only la)
What? You don't like me looking at you?~End~
the rest of the convo is not important...
BUT OMG!!! LOOK AT THE LAST SENTENCE!!!
the moment I saw that...
I could feel the heat rise to my cheeks...
and suddenly, i felt a warm blanket wrap around me...
OMG! but I dunno why my reaction was like that!!!!!!!!!
but I know he didn't mean it like a pervert would...
I mean... ARGH!!!!!! I DUNNO WHAT I WAS THINKING!!!
I guess I was deperate for attention that time...
but... but... I dun think that I should be acting that way!!!
Am I normal???
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like hiding my face...
I mean..
Its not that I don't like him.. but why am I acting like I like him... more than just a friend...
ARGH! BE REALISTIC!!!
I won't meet him in real life anyway..
will I? ARGH!!! SEE!!!!!!!!!!!
STOP IT AISHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Give me your views on this please...
and don't tease me!!! =(
Runescape!!!
Went out with Sandra a few days ago... I think I shan't post it...
Go facebook and its self-explanatory(sp?)
kk... I started playing RS with Sandra a few days ago..
and yesterday rite...
got this one guy...
ok maybe 2 guys
they were annoyed...
Yok..something something( Let's just call him yo)
and Maxim 1000
its not that I purposely make them annoyed la
they just cannot tahan my hyperness
So they insulted me la...
Say I talk to much la...
and I annoying la...
And right after I logged of...
I asked Sandra to help me do some pay back
I couldn't be there cuz my father force me to sleep...
Their convo was something like this:
Wow I go away for one second and she’s gone
Y couldn’t she do that a long time ago
You mean sunfire?
Yeah.
Mmm.
Was I the only one annoyed?
Why the fuck are you announcing that to everyone? You’re the noob that has no life and thinks that everyone shouldn’t be lively cuz you have no balls to be "lively". Get a life please.
Fuck you
Mmmhmm. Interesting retort. Is that all you can come up with?
Didn’t mean annoyed in that way you idiot
Wtv. It’s insulting!
Fuck you. Wow thought u cared.
Wth is that all you guys can come up with? Fuck you? Go to urban dictionary if you really need to. It’s so sad. Really.
Den I think tht Maxim 1000 guy also said fuck you...
This is coming from me... Truly, sincerely, deep inside my heart..
Wah he srsly damn A-hole la pls... You look at his name...
Maxim eh...
U know wat tht is or not?
Porn magazine la! (how I know? They advertise it everywhere)
want to insult me look at your faults first.
think u so clean izzit?
innocent arh?
keep saying fuck you.
Seriously got no imagination.
no originality..
I also never insulted u right?
Shitass you u!
I was trying to be friendly..
u don't like u say u dont like arh
no need to insult right?
^%!@#&^%~*!&@^#!&^&^%~!!!
No balls to become a gentleman
A-hole!
ok so maybe my retort wasn't as good as Sandra's...
but its ok bah...
he was asking for it!
Stupid shitass...
I hope one day you shit comes out of your nose and mouth.
Yea..
This concludes today's post...
I shall go play rs with Sandra now...
Who wanna play with me can also!!!!
Talk to me on msn, yeah!
HOORAY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and we can do whatever we like!!!
hmm... I like to go shopping...
But I should really cut down on my money-spending spree...
I HAVE A NEW FAVE COLOUR!!!
ITS YELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
without the 'W'
cuz it looks like jello...
which is a cool word xD
The viola lessons rite...
I'm willing to put it on hold...
Maybe I should concentrate on piano first..
I can always learn even when I'm an adult rite?
I think even if I do want to try...
I should probably rent one first..
but I've yet to find a suitable place to rent...
Theres a music shop at JURONG CC there..
the one with the huge library...
but I'm scared of judgemental eyes...
I don't like to be critisized..
oh well! Viola stuff will be on hold..
I shall concentrate on piano.
hiphiphoorayhiphiphoorayhiphiphooray
I have no idea what I'm cheering about..
but I feel happy..
for some unknown reason..
I hope u ppl feel happy too!!! :D
again another very very quick post cuz exams not over yet...
I was entranced
by the viola....
I was listening to Distant Worlds:Final Fantasy Music...
and then my interest in in classical music grew and grew
I remembered hearing violins in the songs...
and that cause me to think about violas
I remembered the song in La Corda D'oro...
So I went to youtube and searched for violas
And I listened to it the whole day...
I may be thinking of playing viola...
I want to see how it goes first...
Cuz my progress with piano is like...
a standstill..
and I'm afraid if I tell my parents that I want to play viola,
they'll just scold me and say that I waste their money and don't practise often enough...
and they'll say that my interest will die soon
So, with the hari raya money, I'll keep it
and then maybe some how... in a few months maybe?
I'll try to convince them...
The timing must be perfect
or else my heart will be broken into a million pieces...
I'll go to the music shop at Causeway Point to ask abt the cost of the viola
and see if they have any lessons for beginners.
I've checked the internet too...
I think the cheapest one is about $250
And I think my duit raya is about near $300?
So I think I'll buy a cheaper one. Just in case my interest dies away
I HOPE NOT! TOUCH WOOD!!!
Next thing after that,
Is go to Yentl's house after the exams are over
and ask her to teach me how to play the violin
Although the 2 instruments look almost the same,
they are 2 completely different instruments
So I'll take a look... And it's nice to visit a friend sometimes rite?
I'm not sure how to break the news to my parents
because Sec 3 is gonna be a tough and trying year
so... it is likely that they won't support my decision.
But still, that won't stop me from trying.
The viola is the Queen of the strings. It's range is a metaphor for finding peace between two extremes , the violin and the cello. It illuminates my soul.
I want to change my life.
Starting with passion for music.
and discipline.
respect!
This post is rated Teen for my colourful language.
I know it's during the exam period.
and I said that I wouldn't be posting till after exams.
But something happened to me earlier and I just had to post about this...
Scenario:
My father and me were at NTUC Fairprice in Lot 1. We were looking for some food items because there would be some guests who would be coming to our house and it would be sort of rude to not give then anything to eat. Therefore, I was following my father walk along one of the aisles and there was this uncle. No he should not be called uncle. Apek is a better word. So there was this apek who was walking behind me and I dunno why on that day my ankle was acting up again. Thus, I could not walk fast. So he was behind me. There was space beside me for him to walk past me. Guess what he did?
Answer:
He gave me the 'tsk' sound. You know the sound when you're pissed of? Something like clicking the tongue. but rather I think it was the sound when the inside of your mouth and tongue are very close. and then u suck in air? ok la. the 'tsk' sound! He did this 4 times and was still walking behind me.
How did I feel then?
I WAS DAMN PISSED!!!
Did he expect me to move for him?
Was he hinting to me that I'm slow and I was blocking the way?
Did he seriously expect me to make way for him when he could easily manoeuvre to the right and merrily go his way?
Who the fuck does he think he is?
Is he blind or dumb?
THERE WAS A HUGE SPACE FOR HIM TO OVERTAKE ME???
Was he that fat until cannot fit into the space?
Seriously
Tell me..
What kind of FUCKING ATTITUDE IS THAT?
I bet even people with higher authority would go through that space and over take me.
Wah seriously.. Apek with a fucked up attitude
ok I shall change his name to bastard.
a lazy, blind, dumb, conceited and fucked up bastard!
Honestly...
If I wasn't in my school uniform
and my father wasn't there,
I would have replied.
My reply:
What's your problem? Are you dumb or blind? Can you see that there is this Gi-normous space here for you to overtake me and go your merry way? Are you that fat that you can't walk here? but you don't look fat to me at all. Please la, you look average.Do u seriously think that I would move for you? Please get rid of that fucked up attitude.
And even if you wanted me to move, you could have said excuse me. BUT NOO! You gave me the 'tsk' sound instead! And u did it 4 times?
Please, do you have slow reaction... you have time to do that 4 times and u were so busy doing that that u didn't even see the space 'reserved' for you. So now that I've shown you the easier way to go where u want to, can you get the fucking way out of my sight!
~End of reply~
and after that incident, I was so absorbed in what just happened that I knocked into a salesgirl's box or something. How did I react?
AT LEAST I SAID SORRY!!!
I bet that bastard won't even look back!
AND WON'T EVEN APOLOGIZE!
even if he did look back, he would have given a stare at the salesgirl.
Wah dammit sial!
Apek tak sadar diri ke pe?
Merepek la.
Dah la tua. Nak bermegah-megah pulak.
Kau jage... Dapat balasan nanti satu hari.
Seriously, adults should take a look at themselves before talking bad about teenagers.
Please la. I wasn't doing anything wrong la please. And if you think I am, you should go drink out of the toilet bowl.
