rants....
Hello!!!
I'm basically posting again because I have nothing else better to do...
YOU KNOW RITE...
ALL THE NICE NICE SONGS I CANNOT REMEMBER THE LYRICS JUST NOW...
so I didn't sing...
in school...
nvm...
If I dun sing...Anta won't complain...
I dun like it when ppl complain...
I sing very soft also he can hear...
wtheck?
ok I follow Angela...
wtheck?
AHAHAHAHAHAHA
Now its my turn to complain...
Why the seniors and TOs update the NP board so late late...
update on WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok...
den I wan buy the games...
for my psp...
which is like super ex...
but how to download?
that I also dunno
I WAN TO PLAY!!!!!
Yet I duwan to play...
its a complicated emotion...
Ok nvm...
2moro...
if I not tired after NP...
I WILL PLAY!!!
HEHEHE...
My damn cousin unlock Gaara already!!!!
WTHECK???
ok nvm...
I must chiong also arhhh!!!!!!!!
ahaha...
I WAN UNLOCK KAKASHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEP!!!!!!!!!
No Akatsuki members arh...
stupid game...
nvm...
I wan more Final Fantasy games...
BUT VERY EXPENSIVE THE UMD...
SNIFF...
nvm...
I will save up money...
and buy 1 game per month...
O_O
can you imagine...
12 games...
in a year
O_O
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will go mad...
and addicted to my psp...
no cannot
must control...
relax...
inhale...
exhale...
so u guys noe la...
that *ahem* I want *ahem*
Final Fantasy for my *ahem**ahem*
birthday*ahem*
ahaha..
but u guys cant afford...
so sad...
nvm...
I SHALL BE INDEPENDENT!!
I ask my father buy for miiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHE...
ok byebye...
before I go mad...
hello...
Nobody visit my blog rite?
other than Angela...
rite...
so...
In school Angela. kept drawing stupid notes on my physics paper...
I nvr erase...
I dunno why...
for future refrences?
AHAHA!!
den...
after that...
she keep taking my things and giv other ppl...
den my pencil box...
she giv hx...
den hx wan 2 giv me the pens one at a time...
den she throw the damn pencil sharpener...
that was full of the shavings...
den drop la...
walau eh
stupid la...
den ppl keep throwing until the cap and bottom not fixed together...
that pencil sharpener is MINE!!!!
Its the best one I hav...
so dun hurt it...
but seriously la..
why are you so stupid until u wan to throw a pencil sharpener...
and expect someone to catch it...
actually ok la...
since I'm a kind person...
I forgiv u guys la...
but rite...
I trick Angela into thinking that I was mad...
so after I pick up the sharpener...
Angela call me...
den I ask her shut up...
but that was my secret plan...
MUAHAHA...
=.=
ok than blablabla
den go lot 1 wif her...
look at psp gamess...
hehehe
I WAN FINAL FANTASY!!!!!!!!
I WAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok...I have ranted enough...
and I just want to say one thing...
I was really really pissed with someone today..
very...
ok byebye (:
Dun let the secret out...
Two people knows my secret...
Don't let it out...
but tks...
You two are the only two who bothered to ask me what was wrong...
apart from one more person...I think...
rite?
I forgot....
nvm...
You dunno wat I toking abt rite?
nvm...
anyways...
I am still listening to emo songs...
I dunno why...
but its nice la...
._.
Just now CNY celebration...
I lazy to type out...
so...
I dunno wat to say now...
I think I go watch VK or should I sleep first?
Yawn...
very sleepy...
nvm
I look for fanfic...
so...
BYEE!!
and tks once again to the 2 someones who noe my secret...
Where is your heart?
Actually the title not really related to this post...
AHAHA
I change blogskin...but the 4 pics on the right cannot move up and down like the ones on Yentl's blog...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why am I like depressed these days?
I hate being alone...
and why must you tell lies to me?
why?
Ok fine...
If you don't like me just go away...
don't give me false hope...
thats probably why I so depressed...
All of you...
most of you...
have given me false hope...
Fine...
Dont smile ad pay any attention to me...
If you see me crying...
leave me alone...
Although I (really x1 000 000) detest being alone...
I have no choice but to be alone...
ask yourself do you really consider this overly sensitive girl as a friend?
deep down I know most of you will say no...
I dun care...
Just leave me...
alone to rot...
why do I keep crying???
is it because Im alone?
hah!
What can I expect...
Life is not fair...
get used to it...
am I being used?
or am I too selfish?
I wish I can just walk away...
from all of this...
but I'll be alone again...
But its better than getting false hope..
and getting my heart broken after all that...
especially to someone in the class.......
another sacrifice from me...
and I realised your true colours..
after so many times...
Why didn't I realise sooner that you were using me?
talking to me at one point...
ignoring me completely at the next point...
false hope...
just 2 words...
can make me cry?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jk4AF0YNMRITrying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojScwmRGHlMYou're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me
And I was hiding'
Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
"You found me" is dedicated to Angela
Thanks Angela for making my day today...=)
Back from...class
hello again...
I told u I will update...
so here I am...
I just came back from religious class..
AND I SAW COWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND GOATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My father took some pics...
I will update later...
rite now I wan 2 experiment with my blogskin
so byebye :D
another post...
HELLO!
I'm super bored right now...
I'm getting bored of my blogskin...cuz its too dark...
so I want 2 change later...
tooo
*drum roll*
something la...
I need 2 find a new url too...
so...
when I find the perfect name...
den..I'll change...
so rite...
ON to yesterday!
I was really fed up with some ppl...
I shall not say who and why...
but just know that...
I WAS PISSED OFF!
ok?
I cried a lot yesterday...
3 times?
or 4?
Should be four...
there was a lot of things in my mind bugging me...
ya la...depressed again...
BUT!
when in the late morning...
I was really pissed...
really...
when someone told me something in malay class
Really pissed ok?
den after lunch at mac...
I was trying to do the maths hw...
but...those things came to my mind again...
den I started to cry again...
quietly...
den I felt like vomitting...
I ran out of the classroom and into the toilet...
den ya la...those of you who were there knew what happened...
u found out I was crying...
eventhough some other ppl in the class not bothered...
I finally saw true colours...
In a person...
I thought she was my friend...
but those were just illusions...
stop dreaming...
So I shall shut up now...
and be more hyper!!!
WOOHOO!!!
I finished watching Vampire Knight...
WHY??WHY??WHY??
WHY DID HIOU SHIZUKA HAVE TO DIE???
her hair is like...
so long...
and pretty....
And I like the ending song...
so...
nice...
*I miss Alice*
*Anata garasu no?*
Hx is online...
she told me...
she went to otaku house...
and found...
DEIDARA PLUSHIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shutt up...
I will buy...
the plushie and the rings and the keychain plushie
the rings...
so expensive...
I like Kaname!
His hair is like so cool la...
ahaha
so sweeet...
but my heart belongs to Deidara...
=3
*fangirl squeal*
ok la...Hx made me hyper todae...
lol
but she go otaku house without me lor...
sheesh
nvm...
I shall forgive her this time...
see I so kind rite?
anyways...
got a lot of stuff I wan buy if I go there...
ok so I gtg...
I waking up early tomoro...
I will update 2moro If I'm bored...
so byee :D
Aishiteruyo, Dei-kun...
SCHOOL!!!!
HEY!!!
sry for not posting fer a long time...
I was caught up with hw...
AHAHA!
Wat a perfect excuse
anyways...
SCHOOL IS SUPER SUPER NICE!!!
AND COOL!!!!!
cuz I love all my teachers...
except art...
cuz the teacher not strict one...
and very boring...
speaking of strict...
MS FAZLIN!!!!
WHY MUST HAVE DEBATE????
WHY MUST 1 SPEAKER ONLY???
1!!!
1!!!
nvm...I will improve my debating skills...
and presentation skills...
WE GO PHYSICS MINI PROJECT!!!!!!!
wait I go eat first...
BACK!!
ya physics project...I need 2 send things...to my friends =D
ok la...actually I very lazy to post now... so byebye
Back to school
Yes school was boring...
not much to talk abt...
but I have 3 mentors...
-.-
Do we really need that much mentors???
I mean...are we that undisciplined?
Mentors are Mr Guay (yay!) Ms Lee(new to the school) and Ms Fazlin(super strict?)
So many mentors for wat??
I have a sneaky suspicion that the principal knows that we're mischevious
T.T
SO MANY TEACHERS...
Mr Guay is teaching us Physics like usual...
Ms Lee will be teaching us Literature...yes Lit...confirm...
Ms Fazlin is teaching History...and maybe Eng MAYBE
but ok larh the teachers...
1 complete package...
hurray!
-.-
Got a lot of people against Ms Fazlin...cuz she's strict...
but strangely...I think shes a great teacher! (no emphasis on great)
or maybe just a good teacher...
maybe cause...
I wan to discipline myself...
and Mr Yeo's case...even though he is NPCC teacher...
he NOT STRICT AT ALL
NOT STRICT!!!
AT ALL!!!
But nvm...I dunwan 2 bad mouth my teachers...
I need to find a type of music that will not distract me from my work
I get distracted easily...
very easily...
other that that...
nothing else...
so I shall stop here...unless u wan to read
If u dunwan read nvm...its just optional...I nid a place to vent out things..
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sometimes I think I'm just meant to be a loner...
all alone...
in the dark...
with no one by my side...
I'm not typing this just because I want your sympathy...
=.=
I just want to vent out my sadness...
U know?
I just feel like...
Like I don't belong in the school...
just a mere loner...
nothing more...
but nvm...
I will accept things as they are...
and I'll survive...
without friends?
I'm stuck with this question...
Its like being in Primary school all over again...
(stop crying, you fool!)
(Nothing will happen if you cry)
I feel like I'm being trampled on...
like a doormat...
used...like a piece of tissue and then thrown away...
but I guess that I just have to accept things the way it is...
I dunno if I should change things...
but if I do will it be for the better?
No...I shouldn't
just focus on studies...
STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!
so watever...I'm used to it..
just ignore...
sigh...
back to homework...
