Saturday, October 16, 2010

And again..
this blog is the only place where I can truly just be myself.

I'm just being too sensitive..
right?

The group of you, out of all friends, would have thought about me too right?
Did I come across your mind?

If I didn't...
That would reflect on how bad a friend I might have been.

I guess I feel out of the circle..
Like as if I'm a stranger to you..

Did I do something wrong?
Was I being too informal to the point that I became rude..
and..
upset or angered you?

Aishah.. Aishah...
Damn. Why do I keep hurting the people I care about the most?

I'm at such a loss at what to do now...
and out of all people..
I gave you the cold treatment..

I'M SORRY!

God! Why am I so rash?

Sometimes I think people like me don't deserve to be alive..

OH DAMN IT!
I JUST WANT TO SHOUT MY FEELINGS OUT!

no.. sleep..
that's what I need..

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