Rain Dance!

I already like you, somehow

NO. I am not back from hiatus.

But.. I'm feeling rather bored.
ahaha

How come everytime I listen to love songs..
You're in my mind.
and I think solely of you..

My heart stops when you look at me.

SO GO AWAY, DAMN IT!!!
:(

Haish...
EOYs are coming and I can't stop thinking about you.
And to add on to that, my leadership position is in jeapordy.

and I still can't stop thinking about you.

Someone please tell me that
It isn't love.

I just don't know what to say anymore.
Would it be best if we didn't cross paths at all?

You're my affliction.
and my addiction.
You have the only gaze that pierces my soul.
And you're the only one that can move my heavy heart of chrome.

With a single kiss, my day is reviltalized~ a powerful pull
The second kiss, it sent a blow to my heart and it feels hot

Yeah, you got me.
But thankfully, you don't have the slightest idea.

ALALALALA. Okay. I'm too shy to continue.
So go away! Shoo shoo!

posted by Siti Nur Aishah @ 1:35:00 AM 0 Comments

OH HEYY!!

AH. I'm having mood swings...
WHEE!

I'll be on hiatus because of the upcoming EOY exams.

hah. I felt really pathetic yesterday yeah?
RAWR RAWR RAWR!
Cried my eyes out yesterday.

But all is well! :)

I wrote what I've been wanted to say to Ms Foo yesterday.
And I have asked a teacher to put it on her table today.
This is the only way for me to work hard for results.

Clearly, I am not grasping the importance of my studies.
I wonder how Ms Foo will react when she reads my letter.

Haish..
You're hopeless, Aishah.
Nothing good has ever come out since you became OIC.
Is it time for me to step down?
and hand my duties over to someone more capable?

But don't say I didn't try.
I'm giving myself one last chance.
And I hope Ms Foo gives me one last chance as well.

Tch..

You people doubt my abilities so much right?
Fine. I'll make you happy.
Replace me with someone more capable then.

THAT'S RIGHT.
I'M WEAK.

Whatever. This is the last straw.

I don't want to embarrass the unit anymore.
I don't want Kranji NPCC to fall in my hands.

posted by Siti Nur Aishah @ 2:44:00 AM 0 Comments

Hari Raya!

Alright peepos!

This shall be a very happy blog post!
As I realise that the previous ones were....
hmmm...
angsty, yeah?

The first day of syawal was todayyyyyyyyyy!
HOORAY PEOPLE! HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

YEAH! Let's celebrate!
We've completed one full month of fasting!
woohoooooooo!

okayyy..
I felt a bit sad at the beginning of the day..
But I felt really happy as the day progressed :)

Cried quite a lot...
Thank goodness I decided not to wear eyeliner today :D

YEAH YEAH! I must pace myself when eating.........

hehe..

but.. no pics for now..
because I didn't take PEEKTURES!

Let's wait for my cousin to post some pics.
then I shall put em up here..
God willing. :)

All in all, I had a good time today!
Visiting relatives and asking for forgiveness :)

To tell you the truth, my mind wasn't on the green packets today!
haha!
I stuffed my bag with lots of stuff!
then I realised in the taxi..
OH POO.
How am I supposed to put in green packets?

I think I've matured in my way of thinking ;D
*wink wink*

hahas! okayyyyyyyy.
I shall end my post here!

Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf zahir dan batin! :D

posted by Siti Nur Aishah @ 5:30:00 AM 0 Comments

Ignite the passion!

:D

There was NPCC today!
:o

I feel damn shagged.
Thank goodness there wasn't any pegging today :D

So, from 8 today, went for training, we learnt PT drills
and the knots for tent-pitching.

After that, we went down to the science block to pitch our tents.
N level examinations were going on, so we couldn't go to our usual campcraft spot.

They planted trees there...
=.="
The next campcraft team will have a hard time :(

Campcraft tee!
Same design as last year...
but it's BLUE! :D

and no crest.. so we can wear it as and when we like
HOORAY!

A lot of happy things happened during training today! :3
I am happy! >:)

Hmm.. I just realised..
that tomorrow is the last day of the fasting month.
:o
HOHO.

Right then, after the fasting month ends,
or after hari raya,
I shall go all out with my studies and NPCC.

I feel damn shagged during the fasting month.. cannot drink WATERRRR.
During trainings somemore! Lose a lot of water leh!!
then see other people drink water...
*_____________*
Can I have some?

haha! JK!

Believe it!
Ignite your passion for STUDIES and NPCC!

posted by Siti Nur Aishah @ 3:25:00 AM 0 Comments

:)

OH GOSH.

Seriously! I feel so worn out.

AHHHH! I just don't know what to feel.
And when I don't know what to feel,
I freak out!

but..
One thing is for sure..
My feelings for that...
that...
guy...
Did they just grow stronger???
:(

GAH! I don't want this! Really!
but because of you, damn it! I feel weak!

Can you... stop.. exhausting my emotions?
One week without you...

wait!
SEE SEE! There I go again!
WHY?
Why am I so obsessed?
Am I just weak?
Or are your boyish charms too powerful for me to overcome?

How I yearn to call your name..

in such an adoring fashion...

So imbued with affection..

But instead I call you s_____

Simultaneously, there is two of me.
One who speaks the truth but is weak.
and another who tells lies in order to stand strong.

It's NOT love!

But then again..

I just feel like saying...

I love you, yeah?

posted by Siti Nur Aishah @ 2:21:00 AM 0 Comments

Don't give me that kind of shit.

How many trainings already?
And there is NO PROGRESS.

TCH. I am in NO MOOD. To entertain your nonsense.

HAHA! You're probably going to lie to me,
or give me some lame excuse
as to why you didn't come for training.

ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT.
CADET LEADERS ALREADY.
Pon training.
AM I PROUD OF YOU OR WHAT?

hahaha. okay. Enough of this shit from me.
Do whatever you deem fit.

posted by Siti Nur Aishah @ 3:08:00 AM 0 Comments